Syah.
i know you love me.
im crazy, and a tad too cynical for my own good.
i try to say politically correct things, but you know thats not me.



















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personal statement.

im still not yet 18. im a teenager, with so much imperfections. i have so many things i want to change myself about. i dont mind when people tell me my weaknesses cause obviously i do have them.

but these days ive become much too opiniated, too much ego in my veins, too much self-absorption maybe. i realised that when im a mindless blonde people tend to befriend me more. lines of communication have deteoriated, and i wonder why.

ive lost so many friends in the process cause they have changed too much, or they were like that before and i only spoke up now.

two people in question; i wanted me to fcuk off and the other wanted me to help her. her in question is an ex-friend of mine.

this is pretty much whether i want to put myself in front of her, or her in front of myself. im not sure who to believe, but i think she's suffering.

i just wish somebody would make decisions for me, cause im lost.

~ you're everything I need