on economics assignment call. writing a 25m-essay abt recession with dearest faiszah and germs. erghhhh. the damned gonna kill me.
my baby is right. (: some things are just not that important. not worth fighting for.
tired. wanna sleep but i wanna finish some things.
sacrifices. throwing away the stuff you use to have, and focusing on yourself. is this what i was supposed to do for a's?? feel so demoralised. trying and trying so hard but you just cant get the results you want.
i know its not all about the marks but its really lowering my self-esteem.
spent the day with my little toots. they are seriously a hoot. and damned cute cause they accompanied me 1/2 of my night run. i wish they have 2.4km at night. since i think better at night, i might run better at night. if i dont fall asleep first.
im glad having you around for the past weeks (: and i dont think i will ever regret even if we lose each other in this lifetime. :D you make me wanna change into a better person. like a fallen angel from heaven's gates, gracing me with your divine presence.
oh man, im turning cornier by the second.
ok back to recession. gah.
oh, and if you're a chicken and you throw threats like, "im going to make your life miserable from now on" and expect me to give you some leeway, dream on. if my baby doesnt kill you first, i'll do the job myself. dont fuck around with me, im seriously fucking trying to be bloody patient with you ks.
i know in alot of ways, i deserve that. call me a slut or a bitch or anything. i may be needy in alot of ways to the extent that i "change guys fast" but i dont hurt my friends, i dont give them problems. i dont cheat or two-time, and when im with one, i stick with one. basic loyalty manz. so what is it that you're not happy about? why cant you just let me live my life?
i respect that cause i know im like that. i dont give a fucking damn. even when friends tell me stuff like that, i just throw it aside, what makes you think i care when you say that? but its THIS slut/bitch that you're looking for. so dont try to heal your ego by throwing it on me. dont be such an egoistic bastard, live with it and leave me.
~ you're everything I need
Monday, March 16, 2009 3:48 PM
i look dumb-tastic. these two are taken at different days.
1st pic was when we went to climb this seriously cool obstacle course. it was damn dark but we ended up having a lot of fun. we were slapping each other's butts cause all of couldnt see. ive sinned too many times that day. o.0 slapping faiszah's butt too many times made me realise lesbianism wont be fun if its with her. -_- (not that i have ever considered it) once we made a wrong turn and fell down a room full of balls! but we finished in 10 mins tops. faiszah was like damned funny.
2nd pic was one of those times during PE where we DREAD and DREAD about running our 2.4 and start singing in hopes of it raining... (lame i know... bdk innova jc lah katakan) there was a really beautiful rainbow at woodlands the day before and there were mushrooms growing in our school field due to the raining season. unfortunately alot of the pics i cant upload cause my phone "konk"ed out so yeah. :D we were actually making stupid poses to waste our time. hehe. :D
hahahahaha! faiszah looks like a misplaced cheerleader.
ive watched this video too many times! but it has a nice touch to it & its really sad shit man. me and faiszah kept playing this video in the com lab last time. bottom line: cherish the ones you love before its too late.
block test is next week and i really think i have not done much. i feel so kuku these days. i dont believe that you need to study/mug like shit everyday but seriously, it seems that everyone is doing it in my school. and im starting to feel like a damn mugger. seriously, is this what Singapore's education is teaching us? (and then when i say, "dont be such a damn mugger lah", they go, "you're smart what, you dont need to study" so i shall shut up and keep my opinions to myself)
im putting myself on experiment mode. if it works well, THIS is how im gonna study for A's.
i have NO life. bold, italics, underline that.
guys, please take care of yourself at this crucial time. dont over-work, and always love and believe yourself! (this esp goes out to the Managing Director of NMA... ahem ahem...)
