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Syah.
i know you love me.

im crazy, and a tad too cynical for my own good.
i try to say politically correct things, but you know thats not me.
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Aisyah Razak aka Mummy Sr
Saf Tennis Barbie aka Girlfriend
Boon Boon aka The Scandal
Noruyo Huda aka Laughing Woman
Dian Sinuza aka Makcik
Fairus Kunyit aka Makcik 2
Rooney aka Miss Looney
Yat aka "Budak Baik"


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Monday, July 27, 2009 5:27 AM



Obama is such an amazing speaker. so moving, the charm and confidence, the tenacity in which he carried out his speeches, is damn, well-lauded. i wanna speak like him. whoah!



his ideas are just so good i still cant grasp whether this is seriously gonna happen or not. i hope he brings changes cause he has brought much hope to many American's hearts. and seriously, if someone like b___ comes up again, i'll barf my heart out. :O

anyways, i cannot wait for new moon to come out! :P



haha! just kidding!!!!! original trailer:



though you gotta admit the guinea pig was funny. :O but anyways, if bella doesnt want jacob, i want him!!!! :D its kinda sad at the last book though, ): Taylor Lautner is just super mouth-watering... (whoops... dont tell my boyfriend that (:) see what i mean? i'll pick the werewolf over the "Greek God" vamp anytime! (:




~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, July 22, 2009 5:03 AM

morning folks!

seeing as how i seriously dont wanna start on the 25-mark econs essay, i shall digress for a while.

so anyway, due to the H1N1 case, my sch has closed up all its side gates and open the main gate. IT DOES NOT HELP THAT the main gate is at the BACK of the school. (who puts the front gate at the back? ditto.) it also does not help that the bus at the main gate only operates from 4.30-6.30! its totally nonsense i tell you! i can spend 30-45 minutes just to reach wdlands mrt. do you know how big my sch is??? i DO NOT get it. why? why cant you just put a security guard at the main side gate?! like, 80% of the students go out from there. result: people are climbing the fence. (urgh... worse than rock-climbing) and you wonder who to blame here.

it also does not help that im not in good terms with the pakcik guard at the front. why, will you ask? i consider myself very patient with the old guy. it just started because me and saf and faus were making noise outside the gate. but he doesnt disturb saf or faus. he just likes to pick on me. padahal before that i was on good terms with him. so he starts talking to me rudely and commented on things that, seriously, tak perlu seyh! who are you, sia? i dont comment on your behaviour, so dont comment on mine. to each of their own. its my deal with my God. i dont comment on him EATING OPENLY during the fasting month last year. and dont talk about age, please. my grandpa is like waaaaaaaay older than him and he fasts with such ferocity. this guy just sits at his post and walk around the school like the Prime Minister of Singapore. no reason. AT ALL.

so yesterday i just retorted back at him rudely. i think he was shocked, but damn, he deserved it ok! even angels like ____(ok i cant think of anyone, so lets just leave the blank), when taunted and seeing his ugly macam paham face everyday, will be angry, so why not me? i hope it doesnt come to worse. (i could always climb...) maybe i should ask ahmed to come pick up from the front and start openly molest him (haha!) since from my previous conversations with him (when he was still civilised to me), thats what he hates the most. quote, "nie budak2 sekolah nie eh pegang sana pegang sini tak ingat mak bapak!" (i didnt know what to comment on this cause i think im one of those guilty ones... HAHAHAHAHA) i can always smooch with saf. i think that would anger him more... *starts to scheme*

i understand, people are not perfect. he's of seniority, but i expect him to be worth of his age. yet he acts like someone my age. tu lah, hang out banyak sangat ngan budak2 umur kitorg.

whew! that off my chest, i feel MUCH MUCH better.












ok, my eyes caught on this. if you are religious, please ignore me. im somewhat a liberal person. my strongest belief is that everyone should have their right to freedom of speech, to make choices, to do what they believe are in their best interests. yes, Power to the People! on the religious side though, im somewhat neutral. believe me when i say you shouldnt know alot about me.

but i dont get it when drinking becomes prone to bring caned. though i do agree that the model did something wrong religiously, but cmon man, isnt that taking things a lil too far? i think that whatever you do is like, between you and Allah (or God, for that matter). advicing is one thing, this is like forcing. if the person does not believe or have faith in the same thing than you do, you leave Allah to decide for the punishment, right? who are we to decide who to punish, who to cane, who to kill? fine, i agree that she's totally stupid ah. if you know you cant drink in Msia, why take the risk right? but what next, really? i know other Islamic countries had it bad. i was reading this book on the African Race Riots in 04. and its scary. i wonder if people will start sentencing people to death for not being Muslim.

yes, me talk too much. i needa go prepare for school. toodles!



~ you're everything I need
Thursday, July 16, 2009 1:43 AM

goals:
lose my kgs.
MUG for A's.
spend time wit loved ones.

THATS IT!
i dont wanna think about anything else.

i shall be anti-social. cause some people are not worth talking to.

i despise ppl who treat others like shit just because we're not smart enough. and i wonder why i succumb myself to such torture.

seeing my apparently sucky results, im just motivated to do better. but wtv la. semangat ayam sahaja.

im turning to one of those scary 11-12 series muggers.


~ you're everything I need
Sunday, July 12, 2009 12:18 PM

movies ive finally watched:
Night in e Museum 2 (amazing! i like!)
Land of e Lost
A Walk to Remember
She's Just So not into You
The Proposal (dang! this funny!)
Transformers (its getting old.. seriously)

movies i wanna watch today:
Duplicity

movies i had rented/wanted to watch but i just dont feel like doing it now:
Hannah Montana (shut up ok! i knoe this is wtv o.0)
Obsessed (beyonce's acting... thats the only thing im interested at)
Ghost of Gf's Past
Angels n Demons (its too long! i cant find the right time!)

tell me if any of this aint good.

on hold:
the GP Prelim practice (the compre is diff... and im stuck)

what im doing right now:
waiting for Samantha Swift and the Roses of Athena to download.
played Samantha Swift and the Golden Touch and its fabu... i love the 3D graphics and watnots. its a girls game so yeahhh... i got this thing for thrillers/detective games which explains my obsession with Nancy Drew when i was young...

why im writing a list:
coz i feel like i need to get my life organized... im just too much of a lazy bum (not really a goat, dear)... ok this is weird...

what i have been up to:
straddling the com being an internet geek... and thinking about some Bangla who sells kebabs... haha!

okok later!


~ you're everything I need
Friday, July 10, 2009 4:26 PM



this is super sad. ))):

go watch. cried bucketfuls. (if you have love cooties, AVOID!)

i think shane west looks like edward cullen. hawt dang! (:


~ you're everything I need
Monday, July 06, 2009 3:19 AM

i feel like watching BPGHS's Musical Revelry. it sounds good. BP plays are always good and i so wanna GO!!! never watched a play on Nadim before, have you? i need to get in touch with my inner melayu soul... HAHAHAHA! however i am damn paiseyh to go alone, so does anyone else wanna go pls pls pls? its this sunday and i think we have to book tickets from mr sazali... ):



~ you're everything I need
Friday, July 03, 2009 4:57 AM

exams just DRAINS you.

they are TRYING to kill us. wait, scratch that, they are DETERMINED to kill us.

missed gp coz i was on mc.
econs case study wasnt so bad.
math paper 1 was a killer.
WELL, thats not surprising. everytime i took an innovajc H2 maths paper, i always feel that way. like wth! pretty sad cause in sec sch, maths used to be my fav subject (despite vlee n all) and i can dig that. but honestly! jc maths takes killer into a whole new level altogether.
physics was a surprise. i dont think its HARD. usually physics paper is undoable, but yest's paper was do-able, just that im not very prepared w the type of qs they ask.
so yeah.today's chem paper! OMG OMG! im scaring myself shitless. 8+4+10 chapters? im shitting my pants out. im so NOT prepared.

3 more papers next week and im off-duty. gawd do we all need a rest.

on a lighter note, i guess its kinda preparing us for prelims. its like forcing us to fail our first prelim so we will study like mad for A's. im sure going to.
i cant believe i got 3 weeks and i STILL didnt finish e syllabus.

ok enough enough.

anyways. i knoe this is a tad too late cause her bdae was 1 mth ago but we were all too wrapped up in pre-u sem at that time. so shoutout to faiszah! (:





since pae 0823c all the way till now. happy 19th dearie! (yes! i noe... i still not M18! you wait ah... 2 more mths! haha!) thanks for the listening ear, the pat in the back(or stomach), the memories! :DD im so gonna miss you when we leave ijc, babe! :D sometimes you can so totally read my mind! our shared interest in songs... all those crazy "mature" (ahem) jokes, the kiasu spirit in everything that you do, the fact that you cannot stop talking once you start, everything that just makes us go, "sungguh! oh, thats so faiszah!" i will miss smacking your ass and disturbing you until you go all mad (sorry ah, i cant help it. my nature) and im gonna miss hearing you yapping in class and running away from your wrath... so yeap! love ya! <33333

oh! and happy bdae to hudsy too! :DDDDD thank you for being such a crazy ass! and yes, you do laugh a lot.
aisyah: hi huda!
huda: [laughs] haha! hi aisyah!
aisyah: ermmm... why are you so happy?
huda: [laughs] ....
its like every sentence and she laughs. o.0
ok, and i noe ur going thru a mid-life crisis (teenage-life crisis) but we're all going thru e same stress babe! you wont knoe stress until u take chem! (haha wth) so chill yo. and remember that some things are just worth much more attention than others. yang bab kawin tu, put aside first ah eh! haha!!!!!! what matters is the a's man. the A's and the As that we're aiming... A..A...A...A...

oh and happy bdae nina! so long nvr see you, babe.

and i dont care ah! after next week all of you people better go out with me! no more excuses! hmph!

im sorry guys for being so distant. my school exam ah. sometimes i think its just innova.

Speak with your tongue tied,
I know that you're tired
But I just want to know,
Where you want to go,I may be sad,
But I'm not weak,
This situation is bleak
And you puffy eyes never lie,
Your tears come from inside.

Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer
I guess that yesterday's not good enough for you,
You know that I hate this song,
You know that I hate this song
Because it was written for you

Drown your fears with me
I'm feeling real sorry
Your glossy eyes don't need
The sadness they have seen
But you're way too deep to swim
Back up again
But somehow I can't find
The moment you said goodbye

This is becoming a problem
I'm hurting it's unfair
But somehow your words,
The way that I heard are haunting me,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in,
And the tasteless fights that filled our nights
Are starting to cave in,
You're under my skin
You're breaking in
And if Sundays what it takes to prove
I have nothing else to lose




im lost in your eyes,
so deep was it that i get lost in its mysteries (:
and the magic of your touch
it can unlock doors, can unravel secrets
gentle and teasing, assuring me of comfort (fine la, i lazy to think so i plagarize my own writing in my multiply)
so why dont you
just get out of your twisted hole
join me in our fantasy world
even if the grass isnt greener on the other side
even when i stand on the edge of the 12th storey preparing to jump
even if we dont last forever
i'll stay one night just to watch you sleep
cause every moment with you
is the best moment ever (:
xoxo aisyah (:



~ you're everything I need