bukan rupa atau harta yang ku dambakan cuma ketulusan hati dan kejujuran cinta. (but i really like the squirrel... thanks! hehe)
trying to do homework but i just cant! gawd!!!! how do you stand doing 4 econs essay plus 21 short structured q!!! i cant!!! im going to vomit + faint wit all e work im doing...
anyways, i heard from my mum what happen on friday night... prior to the school's "if you get under 6 pts, your parents have to come for the ptm meeting (that makes everyone in my class)... there was a long queue cause SOMEBODY took half an hour to talk to just ONE parent... he was showing john sloman and econs lecture notes arnd... somebody please remind him he's the CG Tutor... not just the Econs Tutor... thats why everyone's scrambing to meet him... and he made my mum wait for nothing cause in the end she didnt see him... what a waste of 3 hours... everybody in my class was complaining about the supposed somebody... LOL! luckily i didnt come... i went to meet my other half... (:
im still in my video frenzy. anyway this singapore mcys ad is interesting... and really sad... "beautifully imperfect people"
anyways, im in love with these songs...
i think ciara got really good moves. especially her video on "Promise" you go girl!
SEXAAAAYYYY!!! and im not talking about ciara!!! *HINT HINT* he's so hot when he's angry... i dun mind smashing plates with him... lol...
sorry, love! this is what i drool at when you go to camp (though drooling at you would be weird... or any drooling for any other reasons whatsoever)... and faus... im a girl... not yet a WOMAN but soon to be (not half a girl) whatdyaexpect... you cant expect me to look at ciara or saf all the time can i... LOL!
and aisyah sr n faiszah... he's hot ok! plus sexy voice... major hunk factor! *drools* kwang3... nvm... everyone's entitled to his or her own opinions... sheesh!
someone drag me to run... please...
~ you're everything I need
5:28 AM
You will be happy that you read this all the way through. As you got up this morning, I watched you, and hoped you would talk to me, even if it was just a few words, asking my opinion or thanking me for something good that happened in your life yesterday. But I noticed you were too busy, trying to find the right outfit to wear. When you ran around the house getting ready, I knew there would be a few minutes for you to stop and say hello, but you were too busy. At one point you had to wait, fifteen minutes with nothing to do except sit in a chair. Then I saw you spring to your feet. I thought you wanted to talk to me, but you ran to the phone and called a friend to get the latest gossip instead. I watched patiently all day long. With all your activities I guess you were too busy to say anything to me.
I noticed that before lunch you looked around, may be you felt embarrassed to talk to me, that is why you didn't bow your head. You glanced three or four tables over and you noticed some of your friends talking to me briefly before they ate, but you didn't. That's okay. There is still more time left, and I hope that you will talk to me yet. You went home and it seems as if you had lots of things to do. After a few of them were done, you turned on the TV. I don't know if you like TV or not, just about anything goes there and you spend lot of time each day in front of it not thinking about anything, just enjoying the show. I waited patiently again as you watched the TV and ate your meal, but again you didn't talk to me.
Bedtime I guess you felt too tired. After you said good night to your family you popped into bed and fell asleep in no time. That's okay because you may not realize that I am always there for you. I've got patience, more than you will ever know. I even want to teach you how to be patient with others as well.
I love you so much that I wait everyday for a nod, prayer or thought or a thankful part of your heart. It is hard to have a one-sided conversation. Well, you are getting up once again. And once again I will wait, with nothing but love for you. Hoping that today you will give me some time. Have a nice day!
Your friend, ALLAH
PS - Do you have enough time to send this to another person? If you aren't ashamed to do this, please follow the directions. Not ashamed? Pass this on......only if you mean it. Yes, I do Love God. He is my source of existence and Savior. Allah keeps me functioning each and everyday. Without Him, I will be nothing. Without him, I am nothing, but with Him This is the simplest test . . . if you Love God, and are not ashamed of all the marvelous things he has done for you. Send this to your list!
i feel deeply ashamed of myself after reading this.
i was watching youtube on bionic burgers... anyways i really saw some interesting vids posted at the end of this post... so do check them out cause they're not only interesting, they kinda tell us some real stuff thats happening arnd the world :D gawd i sound like mr sim... anyways the Mouth Revolution is the funniest one ever!
Mouth Revolution
HAHAHAHAHA!! "we, the mouths, are staging an international shut-up..." hahahahaha!!!
anyways, prior to the bionic burgers video, im trying not to consume any MacBurgers or MacNuggets or MacCokes or i might MacPuke or get MacDiseases... LOL! watching Super Size Me was really an eye-opener... its really a MacWorld... they are taking over our world... franchises everywhere... nooooo! (oh, btw, i was forced to eat at Macs cause i was studying with benjy at MacD... which is dammnnn contradicting i know... but i gotta live in this country yknow.. hell and damn... pardon my french)
so yeah... the Bionic Burger vid was abt this guy who bought a McD burger and kept it in his jacket pocket for one year... and when he open it after a year, the burger looked the same as before... until then he kept a collection of McBurgers... that was 18 years ago... after some years... the burgers look the same as they do before... do you ever wonder how much preservatives do they put inside the burger... its damn shit scary i tell you...!
anyways if you plan to watch the Meatrix or the Bionic Burger video... just think twice cause it will make you think twice about what we're putting inside our mouths... its really disgusting! and to think we dont even know what we put inside our mouth cause there's no label for GM foods... its like a slippery slope and you really cant run away from anything... unless you go grow your own food... but i warned you... enough said. err... have fun!
Bionic Burgers
The Sophie Neveu in this vid has a real cute French accent... lol
~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, April 22, 2009 4:45 AM
yeah, im a bitch, so what?
maybe im a bitch, thats why you should never come near to me ever again.
wait... im sorry about everything cause its my fault, truly. i shall be 100% to be blamed. cause seriously, the whole reason for my existence is to care for one person only. REALLY. i dont have a life of my own.
maybe im sick of becoming someone else's puppy dog.
or maybe ive decided to grow brains.
btw, henry flew away. even though at some nights i feel like shooting the damn bird, i miss the little yellow thing fluttering around the table or walking on me when im sleeping. sigh. but i suspect ayu let him go cause she starts to understand the meaning of liberty for a bird. cool kid. she's so like me. :p
~ you're everything I need
Sunday, April 19, 2009 9:44 AM
emotional turmoil.
tiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtiredtired
the world does not revolve around you, seriously
~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, April 08, 2009 1:47 AM
WE CANT DECIDE ON OUR DESTINY, BUT WE CAN CHOOSE THE PATH IT GOES.
NO I AM NOT USING LITERARY METHOD OF EMPHASING MY POINT BY CAPITALIZING. MY KEYBOARD IS SPOILT! AND AS A RESULT, HALF OF MY GP WRITE-UP IS CAPITALIZED. BLOODY SHET. DESPERATE TIMES CALL FOR DESPERATE MEASURES. I CANT EVEN TYPE MY MORNING BROADCAST OUT. DAAAAAAANG.
I SHALL USE THIS TO CONCENTRATE MY STUDIES. (: YAY ME! MELLISA LEE LING NING, DONT YOU DARE DISTURB ME IN MY EFFORTS TO BE A GOODY-GOODY RESPONSIBLE STUDENT OF IJC. WARNING EH! HAHA (:
Remember those walls I built? Well, baby they are tumbling down And they didn't even put up a fight They didn't even make a sound I found a way to let you in But, I never really had a doubt Standing in the light of your halo I got my angel now
It's like I've been awakened Every rule I had, you break it It's the risk that I'm taking I ain't never gonna shut you out
Everywhere I'm looking now I'm surrounded by your embrace Baby, I can see your halo You know you're my saving grace You're everything I need and more It's written all over your face Baby, I can feel your halo Pray it won't fade away
I can feel your halo I can see your halo I can feel your halo I can see your halo Halo, ooh ooh.....
Hit me like a ray of sun Burning through my darkest night You're the only one that I want Think I'm addicted to your light I swore I'd never fall again But this don't even feel like falling Gravity can't forget To pull me back to the ground again
WE CANT DECIDE ON OUR DESTINY, BUT WE CAN CHOOSE THE PATH IT GOES.