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Syah

Syah.
i know you love me.

im crazy, and a tad too cynical for my own good.
i try to say politically correct things, but you know thats not me.
the one and only

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Aisyah Razak aka Mummy Sr
Saf Tennis Barbie aka Girlfriend
Boon Boon aka The Scandal
Noruyo Huda aka Laughing Woman
Dian Sinuza aka Makcik
Fairus Kunyit aka Makcik 2
Rooney aka Miss Looney
Yat aka "Budak Baik"


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Sunday, May 31, 2009 11:09 AM

ohmygod i forgot to blog abt last weekend.

me towering over dian. thanks babe (:

competition really gave me alot of insights on my life n all. n im glad i joined. i need to lose weight real soon.


hahahahahaha LOL
my favourite picture ever. fuiyohh macam jackie chan. better than him ok!




guess who supported me that day? came all the way to bedok to give me moral support. awwwwwwwwwww




crazy pictures of the other silat ppl. yes, thats a centipede on her head.



omg... so cute lah she!



adam being super retarded. i think he's secretly a camwhore. o.0 my cam's full of pictures of him. *ahem ahem* ai*cough cough cough*sha*cough cough*

our amazing friendly neighbourhood Team Manager(s)
i miss my babe!
this week ive been super busy with PreU Seminar. wish me luck otey (: next week will be the REAL pre-u seminar 2009, proudly organized by Innova Junior College (: three more days of PUS, and then say bye bye! (:

cool shit badge!

aisyah's theory of conflicting happiness goals
my dada's bdae on monday 25/5
no wonder im so fat

cute right?
i miss aisha and dian ):
im done! gonna study soon. btw trying to do periodicity. everytime i read the chap, i get big big headaches. ouch!idk why. i think its too much content memorisation.
back to group 2. sigh.


~ you're everything I need
Monday, May 25, 2009 12:02 PM

Every memory of walking out the front door
I found the photo of the friend that I was looking for
It's hard to say it, time to say it
Goodbye, goodbye

I miss that town
I miss the faces
You can't erase
You can't replace it
I miss it now
I can't believe it

So hard to stay
Too hard to leave it


What happened to the good old days?
What happened to you and me?
What happened to fattening ourselves up at KFC?
What happened to mugging late at night until my mum calls up and shoot me?

What happened to walking around Esplanade like lost kids?
What happened to hanging out in the toilet acting like lost bitches?
What happened to us owning our hometown?
What happened to gossiping about the good old days?
What happened to innocent decent friends?

What happened to hanging out at BPP Garden Plaza?
What happened to baked rice under the sun and bubble tea?
What happened to the stupid childish fights that we have?
What happened to long walks and little love letters?
What happened to pulling me out of the library?

What happened to being just us?
What changed?
Most importantly, did i change?


~ you're everything I need
Saturday, May 23, 2009 10:07 AM

im sorry for scolding you ytd ): was really really really tired. this week's been crazy, thats all. thank you for being very patient and understanding wit me. i know sometimes im not an easy person to read minds with. ily. (:


~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, May 20, 2009 5:36 AM





Far Away - Nickelback


I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore


~ you're everything I need
Sunday, May 17, 2009 5:26 AM

ONE THING:

i know that some people DONT believe that im having probs with my phone such that sometimes i dont get smses and calls, cause my phone will sometimes automatically be okay the next day. its not my fault okay. maybe my phone was exhausted one day and then when charged become okay. I DONT KNOW! this is a general message going out to everyone; if i dont reply you back, it might mean that i cant get your sms. so why cant you just call my hp or my house number, instead of smsing me 5 times telling me to reply your sms. stupid shit rite? eventually i will reply your sms what. cannot be i take 2-3 days to reply your smses. then there must be something wrong with my phone.

yeah, if you dont believe that i didnt get your sms, then maybe you're not my friend. coz friends suppose to believe in each other. and if you think i will ignore you on something like this, im not like that lah seriously. i will get blur and sometimes i dont pick up my calls, but when i find that my phone gets missed calls i will call the person back come day or night. and if you guys STILL wanna scold me and all that for not fixing my phone, why dont you give me money so that i can buy a new phone and not berrate me when i SO announce to the whole world that there's something wrong with my phone. its been like weeks! dont tell me you still havent got a clue!

i aint pinpointing this to anyone. but if you terasa, then seriously too bad. like that just leave me out, if i dont reply your smses. let me be anti-social or sumth. i dont mind.

and i have nocturnal habits. i sleep like 8-9pm and then wake up at like 2-3 am plus. so if you sms me about something related to school the next day i wont sms cause by the time i wake up you would be sleeping anyway and the event will happen in a few hours time. please forgive me for that cause i really cant change my sleeping habit no matter what i do.

and im NOT your secretary. im just the fucking econs rep. i collect like what, a monthly of $20-30 per person? not my fault, blame the school. and what? am i suppose to sms you guys everytime there's hw? or there's something to do w lecture? hmm... who is responsible for your education, you and me? other subject reps just hand out lecture notes, they dont really sms you unless they need money, so what makes me so special? just because econs have workloads? essays and case studies and tests and lecture notes? do i look like i can sms 22 people for fun everyday? bills la beb, bills.

sorry for ranting like this. you know i wish i dont have a phone. no wonder we humans are always have truckloads of problems. look at what technology brings.

oh and if you dont have my house number, ASK ME. i got two lines. the new line is connected to my broadband so its basically free. so if you cant get me on one line, there's always another line.

and im busy like hell, i got my life y'know. you cant expect me to sit around my com and entertain you. my time is limited.

i know im gonna lose friends like this, but whattheck. im exhausted of being aisyah the little chick who follows everyone's butts.


~ you're everything I need
Thursday, May 14, 2009 6:59 PM

yesh, i know im slow, but i just watched PS. I Love You. rented it from my sch library (yesh, our library rents chick flicks)... its a bit draggy but it made my computer table swamped with tissues (part of it due to my flu)... its so sad! ): but i love his irish accent.... LOLS! must watch! (unless you hate sad chick flicks)







im also halfway through reading Slumdog Millionaire... and i tell you the book's totally different from the movie... but the book's version seems better. the movie has a toned down version. thank god, really.
anyways, you gotta watch the movie! dang! and its not JUST a love movie. it tells a story of the life in the slums of India (however in a very toned down version) you cant judge a book by its movie!
the whole saga about the NMPs just shows how "open" Singapore is. despite the Western influence, we still manage to keep ourself on par as a conservative society. i say if you fit the qualifications, you can be part of the gang despite all the prejudice and brouhaha brewing. but hey, you live in Sg, i guess that's just the disadvantages to it. or maybe its just me, one representative of the young generations. haish. wtv.


~ you're everything I need
Tuesday, May 12, 2009 1:43 AM



WARNING: Long post ahead

Mr Ng’s Buffet;
Last Friday rocks.

Let me just summarize this. The food was DAMNNN nice. There’s briyani, mee goreng, cereal prawn, mutton and chicken, chicken wings, squid (its so nice even my seafood-deprived bf might like it). And the desert was awesome, he even has sushi! He spent $892 on us. It was so touching lah can. Granted, he does this every year, but really, ive never seen a teacher who is so generous towards us. And he sure is a great chem teacher, though he likes to jump around during chem lessons.

and he gave us a chance to bond. ((: yay mr ng!


we tricked the guys to take a pic with us here, so we can splash water on them. haa!

my babes. utmost front: faiszah, followed by boonee, aisyah sr n jr, and faus n wanting at the back



full after mr ng's buffet. saf should be banned in singapore man. she's a threat to my social life with all the nonsensical pics she took of us. LOL!


the babes who've been with me since the start of last year.

omg! turn your attention to your utmost right! i cant believe lee teck did that pose!!!!



We were discussing about being rich and I wonder whether man’s ambitions are good or bad. Like Macbeth says,

“I have no spur
And falls on the other.

i guess it depends on what you do to achieve that ambition of yours, right? and how you take it once its achieved. though i really hope i lead a good life.

my next-in-line bimbo sister. yes, she was camwhoring.

Monday:Sentosa Trip


i tried to get back at saf, but sometimes i dont even need to try. -.-

it was quite a fun experience. i so LOVE the multi-level captain's ball, but the other stuff was all theory, and well, i hate theory. we had enough of that in jc.




dan, our instructor for group B: beach fiesta



ohhh!!!! i forgot to take the picture of the french guy with the cute french accent!!!! *swoons*



what a spoiler scenery.



webcaming. i dont see the purpose of buying a webcam though.

herman was webcaming and he was really stoning throughout.look up, look down, look at the cam and types out. o.0 retarded, i swear. (he's so gonna kill me for this. haha!)







anyways. last sunday was mummy's day. bought her a cake and sang her a song. i love my mum (: she's one of the most amazing woman i met. though she aint no politician, or the most influential woman in the whole of sg, she rocks big time. she's a leader in her force, she's career-minded but can still bring up 4 children, she's independent and she's a great mum. my friends who know my mum personally will know what i mean. she's like wonderwoman in a blue uniform. and most importantly, she's my wonder-woman.

i love you, mum. happy mothers day.

and i miss my b. (: i got reminded of him when the frenchie was talking about thomas edison and his 1000th time at lighting a light bulb. everytime we part, the feelings get stronger. n you're really an amazing person (: hoping that our fates will intertwine is not too much to ask, aint it?


~ you're everything I need
Friday, May 01, 2009 7:42 AM

sometimes you dont know what is important to you anymore.

it just gets so hard to leave. the harder you fall, the harder you get hurt.

que sera sera. whatever will be will be.

oh n if you're online, nudge me. i need something intellectual to wake up my brains


Ne-Yo .this came from his album Year of The Gentleman. he's totally my fav singer ever.



~ you're everything I need