Syah.
i know you love me.
im crazy, and a tad too cynical for my own good.
i try to say politically correct things, but you know thats not me.



















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im sorry if im frank, obstinate, straightforward, blunt.

lets pause here okay, for a while.

first of all, what is your purpose of writing me all the emails?

is it to make me forgive mel? according to you, she has done nothing wrong. so what is there to forgive?

is your purpose to make both of us get back together? do you think im going to forgive her after you screwed, harrassed and plagued my friends?

is your purpose to make me "change into a better person"? cause you knoe, it wont happen. even if it happens, its not because of this.

is your purpose to make me feel humiliated? bad? you've done whatever you could... thats like 13 emails worth of nonsense.

tell me what you want, zubir.

cause i dont understand.

if you've done your deed, just leave. go away. get lost. move on.

i'll like to think you care for me as a "person". but thats nonsense. so tell me.

~ you're everything I need