Wednesday, July 22, 2009 5:03 AM
morning folks!
seeing as how i seriously dont wanna start on the 25-mark econs essay, i shall digress for a while.
so anyway, due to the H1N1 case, my sch has closed up all its side gates and open the main gate. IT DOES NOT HELP THAT the main gate is at the BACK of the school. (who puts the front gate at the back? ditto.) it also does not help that the bus at the main gate only operates from 4.30-6.30! its totally nonsense i tell you! i can spend 30-45 minutes just to reach wdlands mrt. do you know how big my sch is??? i DO NOT get it. why? why cant you just put a security guard at the main side gate?! like, 80% of the students go out from there. result: people are climbing the fence. (urgh... worse than rock-climbing) and you wonder who to blame here.
it also does not help that im not in good terms with the pakcik guard at the front. why, will you ask? i consider myself very patient with the old guy. it just started because me and saf and faus were making noise outside the gate. but he doesnt disturb saf or faus. he just likes to pick on me. padahal before that i was on good terms with him. so he starts talking to me rudely and commented on things that, seriously, tak perlu seyh! who are you, sia? i dont comment on your behaviour, so dont comment on mine. to each of their own. its my deal with my God. i dont comment on him EATING OPENLY during the fasting month last year. and dont talk about age, please. my grandpa is like waaaaaaaay older than him and he fasts with such ferocity. this guy just sits at his post and walk around the school like the Prime Minister of Singapore. no reason. AT ALL.
so yesterday i just retorted back at him rudely. i think he was shocked, but damn, he deserved it ok! even angels like ____(ok i cant think of anyone, so lets just leave the blank), when taunted and seeing his ugly macam paham face everyday, will be angry, so why not me? i hope it doesnt come to worse. (i could always climb...) maybe i should ask ahmed to come pick up from the front and start openly molest him (haha!) since from my previous conversations with him (when he was still civilised to me), thats what he hates the most. quote, "nie budak2 sekolah nie eh pegang sana pegang sini tak ingat mak bapak!" (i didnt know what to comment on this cause i think im one of those guilty ones... HAHAHAHAHA) i can always smooch with saf. i think that would anger him more... *starts to scheme*
i understand, people are not perfect. he's of seniority, but i expect him to be worth of his age. yet he acts like someone my age. tu lah, hang out banyak sangat ngan budak2 umur kitorg.
whew! that off my chest, i feel MUCH MUCH better.
ok, my eyes caught on this. if you are religious, please ignore me. im somewhat a liberal person. my strongest belief is that everyone should have their right to freedom of speech, to make choices, to do what they believe are in their best interests. yes, Power to the People! on the religious side though, im somewhat neutral. believe me when i say you shouldnt know alot about me.
but i dont get it when drinking becomes prone to bring caned. though i do agree that the model did something wrong religiously, but cmon man, isnt that taking things a lil too far? i think that whatever you do is like, between you and Allah (or God, for that matter). advicing is one thing, this is like forcing. if the person does not believe or have faith in the same thing than you do, you leave Allah to decide for the punishment, right? who are we to decide who to punish, who to cane, who to kill? fine, i agree that she's totally stupid ah. if you know you cant drink in Msia, why take the risk right? but what next, really? i know other Islamic countries had it bad. i was reading this book on the African Race Riots in 04. and its scary. i wonder if people will start sentencing people to death for not being Muslim.
yes, me talk too much. i needa go prepare for school. toodles!
~ you're everything I need
