they are TRYING to kill us. wait, scratch that, they are DETERMINED to kill us.
missed gp coz i was on mc. econs case study wasnt so bad. math paper 1 was a killer. WELL, thats not surprising. everytime i took an innovajc H2 maths paper, i always feel that way. like wth! pretty sad cause in sec sch, maths used to be my fav subject (despite vlee n all) and i can dig that. but honestly! jc maths takes killer into a whole new level altogether. physics was a surprise. i dont think its HARD. usually physics paper is undoable, but yest's paper was do-able, just that im not very prepared w the type of qs they ask. so yeah.today's chem paper! OMG OMG! im scaring myself shitless. 8+4+10 chapters? im shitting my pants out. im so NOT prepared.
3 more papers next week and im off-duty. gawd do we all need a rest.
on a lighter note, i guess its kinda preparing us for prelims. its like forcing us to fail our first prelim so we will study like mad for A's. im sure going to. i cant believe i got 3 weeks and i STILL didnt finish e syllabus.
ok enough enough.
anyways. i knoe this is a tad too late cause her bdae was 1 mth ago but we were all too wrapped up in pre-u sem at that time. so shoutout to faiszah! (:
since pae 0823c all the way till now. happy 19th dearie! (yes! i noe... i still not M18! you wait ah... 2 more mths! haha!) thanks for the listening ear, the pat in the back(or stomach), the memories! :DD im so gonna miss you when we leave ijc, babe! :D sometimes you can so totally read my mind! our shared interest in songs... all those crazy "mature" (ahem) jokes, the kiasu spirit in everything that you do, the fact that you cannot stop talking once you start, everything that just makes us go, "sungguh! oh, thats so faiszah!" i will miss smacking your ass and disturbing you until you go all mad (sorry ah, i cant help it. my nature) and im gonna miss hearing you yapping in class and running away from your wrath... so yeap! love ya! <33333
oh! and happy bdae to hudsy too! :DDDDD thank you for being such a crazy ass! and yes, you do laugh a lot. aisyah: hi huda! huda: [laughs] haha! hi aisyah! aisyah: ermmm... why are you so happy? huda: [laughs] .... its like every sentence and she laughs. o.0 ok, and i noe ur going thru a mid-life crisis (teenage-life crisis) but we're all going thru e same stress babe! you wont knoe stress until u take chem! (haha wth) so chill yo. and remember that some things are just worth much more attention than others. yang bab kawin tu, put aside first ah eh! haha!!!!!! what matters is the a's man. the A's and the As that we're aiming... A..A...A...A...
oh and happy bdae nina! so long nvr see you, babe.
and i dont care ah! after next week all of you people better go out with me! no more excuses! hmph!
im sorry guys for being so distant. my school exam ah. sometimes i think its just innova.
Speak with your tongue tied, I know that you're tired But I just want to know, Where you want to go,I may be sad, But I'm not weak, This situation is bleak And you puffy eyes never lie, Your tears come from inside.
Until Sunday I'll be waiting for an answer I guess that yesterday's not good enough for you, You know that I hate this song, You know that I hate this song Because it was written for you
Drown your fears with me I'm feeling real sorry Your glossy eyes don't need The sadness they have seen But you're way too deep to swim Back up again But somehow I can't find The moment you said goodbye
This is becoming a problem I'm hurting it's unfair But somehow your words, The way that I heard are haunting me, You're under my skin You're breaking in, And the tasteless fights that filled our nights Are starting to cave in, You're under my skin You're breaking in And if Sundays what it takes to prove I have nothing else to lose
im lost in your eyes, so deep was it that i get lost in its mysteries (: and the magic of your touch it can unlock doors, can unravel secrets gentle and teasing, assuring me of comfort (fine la, i lazy to think so i plagarize my own writing in my multiply) so why dont you just get out of your twisted hole join me in our fantasy world even if the grass isnt greener on the other side even when i stand on the edge of the 12th storey preparing to jump even if we dont last forever i'll stay one night just to watch you sleep cause every moment with you is the best moment ever (: xoxo aisyah (:
