Saturday, March 28, 2009 11:45 PM
hello :D
on economics assignment call. writing a 25m-essay abt recession with dearest faiszah and germs. erghhhh. the damned gonna kill me.
my baby is right. (: some things are just not that important. not worth fighting for.
tired. wanna sleep but i wanna finish some things.
sacrifices. throwing away the stuff you use to have, and focusing on yourself. is this what i was supposed to do for a's?? feel so demoralised. trying and trying so hard but you just cant get the results you want.
i know its not all about the marks but its really lowering my self-esteem.
spent the day with my little toots. they are seriously a hoot. and damned cute cause they accompanied me 1/2 of my night run. i wish they have 2.4km at night. since i think better at night, i might run better at night. if i dont fall asleep first.
im glad having you around for the past weeks (: and i dont think i will ever regret even if we lose each other in this lifetime. :D you make me wanna change into a better person. like a fallen angel from heaven's gates, gracing me with your divine presence.
oh man, im turning cornier by the second.
ok back to recession. gah.
oh, and if you're a chicken and you throw threats like, "im going to make your life miserable from now on" and expect me to give you some leeway, dream on. if my baby doesnt kill you first, i'll do the job myself. dont fuck around with me, im seriously fucking trying to be bloody patient with you ks.
i know in alot of ways, i deserve that. call me a slut or a bitch or anything. i may be needy in alot of ways to the extent that i "change guys fast" but i dont hurt my friends, i dont give them problems. i dont cheat or two-time, and when im with one, i stick with one. basic loyalty manz. so what is it that you're not happy about? why cant you just let me live my life?
i respect that cause i know im like that. i dont give a fucking damn. even when friends tell me stuff like that, i just throw it aside, what makes you think i care when you say that? but its THIS slut/bitch that you're looking for. so dont try to heal your ego by throwing it on me. dont be such an egoistic bastard, live with it and leave me.
~ you're everything I need
