super! i wanna watch sherlock holmes! (: the trailer looks good, tho i admit it looks like some money-making blockbuster (i didnt recall sherlock having such a thwarted sense of humour and that he can fight. i thought he's like more mental. hahahahaha. and he's supposed to look ugly/weird in the books!) ironman is super hot <33
Everybody sees it’s you.
I’m the one that lost the view.
Everybody says we’re through.
I hope you haven’t said it too.
So where do we go from here,
With all this fear in our eyes?
And, where can love take us now?
We’ve been so far down.
We can still touch the sky.
If we crawl
‘til we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end.
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.
Yeah, back to love, yeah.
Why did I change the pace?
Hearts were never meant to race.
Always felt the need for space.
And now I can’t reach your face.
So where are you standing now?
Are you in the crowd of my faults?
Love, can’t you see my hand?
I need one more chance.
We can still have it all.
So we’ll crawl
‘til we can walk again.
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.
Yeah, back to love, yeah.
i cant let my mum support me my whole life.
sometimes i think back. i have no ambitions, no dreams, no goals. whatever my parents have paved, i follow the path. it scares me, my lack of aim. and i owe alot to my parents.
some people just dont get it. its not easy for me to leave everything to my parents. they have 3 other kids they look it, and im by far the most rebellious.
i just want to grow up quick and spare my parents the agony. i want to take care of them for a change. im not going to let my ageing parents pay for my siblings on their own.
its crazy. i dont get it why people sacrifice so much for their children. weird thing, i dont think i mind getting abusive parents or something. it would make me less guilty about going off to take care of myself.
sometimes i envy my other friends who have alot of money. but whats money when its fully sponsored by your parents? you want to pave your own path and be somebody successful someday.
i just want to earn a sufficient amount to live, a halal source, to get hitched and take care of my siblings and possibly children. maybe do something to benefit society of course. but the answer's still not coming for me yet. so im waiting.

my dear, if you know your dirty little secret, i wouldnt have agreed to be together with you!!!!
Capitalism: A Love Story is a 2009 American documentary film directed by and starring Michael Moore. The film centers on the financial crisis of 2007–2009 and the recovery stimulus, while putting forward an indictment of the current economic order in the United States and capitalism in general. Topics covered include Wall Street's "casino mentality", for-profit prisons, Goldman Sachs' influence in Washington, DC, the poverty-level of many airline pilots, the large wave of home foreclosures, and the consequences of "runaway greed".[1] The film also features a religious component where Moore examines whether or not capitalism is a sin and if Jesus would be a capitalist.[2] The film was widely released to the public in the United States and Canada on October 2, 2009.
omg why am i babbling about these stuff when econs paper is like 3 hours away! gosh bleargh! but seriously, i think i just broke my personal record for information overload. im so gonna be like that guy who blanked out during his paper and could only write his name (idk who the guy is but everybody keep using it as an example). ok blah blah blah back to econs.