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Syah

Syah.
i know you love me.

im crazy, and a tad too cynical for my own good.
i try to say politically correct things, but you know thats not me.
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Sunday, January 03, 2010 8:53 AM

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~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, December 02, 2009 7:42 AM


super! i wanna watch sherlock holmes! (: the trailer looks good, tho i admit it looks like some money-making blockbuster (i didnt recall sherlock having such a thwarted sense of humour and that he can fight. i thought he's like more mental. hahahahaha. and he's supposed to look ugly/weird in the books!) ironman is super hot <33






Everybody sees it’s you.
I’m the one that lost the view.
Everybody says we’re through.
I hope you haven’t said it too.

So where do we go from here,
With all this fear in our eyes?
And, where can love take us now?
We’ve been so far down.
We can still touch the sky.

If we crawl
‘til we can walk again
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end.
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.
Yeah, back to love, yeah.

Why did I change the pace?
Hearts were never meant to race.
Always felt the need for space.
And now I can’t reach your face.

So where are you standing now?
Are you in the crowd of my faults?
Love, can’t you see my hand?
I need one more chance.
We can still have it all.

So we’ll crawl
‘til we can walk again.
Then we’ll run
Until we’re strong enough to jump.
Then we’ll fly
Until there is no end
So let’s crawl, crawl, crawl
Back to love.
Yeah, back to love, yeah.

i cant let my mum support me my whole life.

sometimes i think back. i have no ambitions, no dreams, no goals. whatever my parents have paved, i follow the path. it scares me, my lack of aim. and i owe alot to my parents.

some people just dont get it. its not easy for me to leave everything to my parents. they have 3 other kids they look it, and im by far the most rebellious.

i just want to grow up quick and spare my parents the agony. i want to take care of them for a change. im not going to let my ageing parents pay for my siblings on their own.

its crazy. i dont get it why people sacrifice so much for their children. weird thing, i dont think i mind getting abusive parents or something. it would make me less guilty about going off to take care of myself.

sometimes i envy my other friends who have alot of money. but whats money when its fully sponsored by your parents? you want to pave your own path and be somebody successful someday.

i just want to earn a sufficient amount to live, a halal source, to get hitched and take care of my siblings and possibly children. maybe do something to benefit society of course. but the answer's still not coming for me yet. so im waiting.



~ you're everything I need
Wednesday, November 18, 2009 9:59 AM


my dear, if you know your dirty little secret, i wouldnt have agreed to be together with you!!!!

eeeee kedi!
the lesbian falls in love with the gay. ironic much?



IM FREEEEEEEE SOON! hahaha (after 23rd i hooray hooray already dont need to wait for the 3oth (:
BTW, i got alot of things to do!
1) prepare for PRRRRRROOOOOOM!
2)get a jobbbbb! either something to do with paperwork or handling kids. the others im not sure.
3)see what im gonna do for the future. my best guess would be going into NIE or journalism.
4)start on a list of all the ridiculous things i wanna do (one of them is to actually to see whether my sch uniform is fire-proof and sign up as a full-time syed stalker)
5) finish watching gokusen 2 and 3! (and watch the movie)
6)watch New Moon with my gals!
7)get out of sg. im thinking trekking or sumth. (not the Bukit Timah Nature Reserve, please!)
8)see what i can do for my girls (or specifically one girl)
9)convinced my dad to get me something that i can watch all my movies! (mp4 player or lappie)
inexhaustible list! will update for more things next time!
anyways, something caught my eye the day before. Michael Moore's new Capitalism: A Love Story. no! its not a freaking love story! its a documentary about you know? capitalism? its not really a topic im interested in, but something i would like to look forward to cause i really enjoyed Michael Moore's last documentary about the shooting in Columbine High. ok well basically its about why Americans have a high rate of murders and violence and whatnots. his theory is that because in the US, its legal to keep armed weapons and you can buy a packet of bullets just like that in a hair salon (wtf?!) i mean, seriously! i remember mr sim actually talking about parents who kept their gun in the house and two siblings were fighting and they were so angry that the 9 year old just took the gun and shoot the 4-year old in the head. OMG seriously. i mean im sure he didnt know the consequences of his actions but its kinda scary if you think about it. there's other stuff in that documentary and i seriously thought that was a real eye-opener, yknow? so im looking forward to Capitalism (though i bet its gonna be so boring about the Financial Crisis blah blah blah. so econs.)




Capitalism: A Love Story is a 2009 American documentary film directed by and starring Michael Moore. The film centers on the financial crisis of 2007–2009 and the recovery stimulus, while putting forward an indictment of the current economic order in the United States and capitalism in general. Topics covered include Wall Street's "casino mentality", for-profit prisons, Goldman Sachs' influence in Washington, DC, the poverty-level of many airline pilots, the large wave of home foreclosures, and the consequences of "runaway greed".[1] The film also features a religious component where Moore examines whether or not capitalism is a sin and if Jesus would be a capitalist.[2] The film was widely released to the public in the United States and Canada on October 2, 2009.

omg why am i babbling about these stuff when econs paper is like 3 hours away! gosh bleargh! but seriously, i think i just broke my personal record for information overload. im so gonna be like that guy who blanked out during his paper and could only write his name (idk who the guy is but everybody keep using it as an example). ok blah blah blah back to econs.



~ you're everything I need
9:42 AM

when it doesnt feel right, it doesnt feel right, it doesnt feel right.

i can count the amount of people that ive had so many arguments, fights, whatevernots. sometimes i wonder whether its just me, or maybe im just the kinda girl who can get pushed around, used and the shits. i can count the amount of people who always seem to be there for me but just pushed a knife behind my back in the end. but i just get up, get up, get up. cause it aint worth it, YOU're not worth it.

i always thought that as an individual, you see life through your own eyes. you may have a lot of friends, and there's always something that you dont like about another. it doesnt matter, cause everyone has their own weaknesses and prejudices, nobody is an angel. but sometimes i just start to wonder whether you give a thought about others, whether you treat me as a friend, or whether you are just USING me. (and just throw me out after you're done?)


~ you're everything I need